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When I entered into porn in 2011, I was in a relationship that I thought was going to last forever.
He couldn't really know me to know if things were going to work out without knowing the whole truth, but knowing the whole truth was likely to cut things off at the pass.I wasn't really interested in getting emotionally invested in someone else.But I also didn't worry too much about what might happen if I ever wanted to date a "civilian," since I wouldn't have to explain much more than that I had sex with women on camera sometimes.i'm a lovely cute and reasonable self made, that loves how to care about a man who, unless if and only if he knows is responsibility how to care about her own woman such a man dese...more of taylors I am a very sensitive person, and I hope that your intention is not to play games with me! I like to walk in the moonlight, and dream of happiness! As much as I tried to keep my job out of the conversation in the getting-to-know-you phase of courtship, it's typical to ask what someone does for a living.
Conversations became circular and weird, all dancing around the fact that I had this weird job that was going to affect just about every aspect of a relationship, should it develop. I have a lot of interests that aren't necessarily common among my work peers.
Netflix is like weed to me, and I have a diet that involves things called 'cheat days' and 'shame spirals.' I like the words 'overmuch' and 'evermore.' I'm a feminist and progressive and have a graduate education and really strong views about the wage gap.
I write for an edutainment program about history on You Tube, I have a podcast, and, also, I'm a porn star." This little chunk of text actually served me well. What I learned is that a lot of people know someone who is in the adult industry and a lot of people don't really mind potentially fucking a girl that fucks professionally.
*Opening joke to seem charming* *Charming response back* "You seem pretty clever what kind of history you into? " *I offer some part of the French Revolution that I'm interested in and ask them about something in their profile.* "You from here? " *Cut and paste pat response* "Oh wow, interesting." "Sometimes.
It's usually just a fun job." "I guess we can do anything we want ; )" *Dismayed silence* "Hey sexy girl." *Exhausted nonresponse* "You still want to hang out? I'm impatient, so it is challenging, but the results have been somewhat surprising.
And so that's what I did for a while; just slept with my work friends who kept it cool but satisfied the physical urges with the added bonus of no explanations required.